had 4 cervical discs replaced in 2088- c4 c5 c6 and c7 with pro disc c's. Like to tell you a fairy tail but truth is pain sucks. my right hand had been so numb today I can make it bleed sticking staples in it and my wife has been constantly mean to me because I have to take medication - even threatens divorce often - so much so I just might do it because I want to be loved. I didn't ask for my neck to fall apart it just did and I am miserable - suicide seems like a good idea sometimes because I have no one to talk to about the pain and people just make fun of me because sometimes the medication makes me sweat or a little medicated - but i have no control.
People have no idea what we go through and can be so cruel, I never though I would say that about my sife but I am so tired of being treated so meanly, SHe doesn't work and I have my own business o even with my pain I have to sup[por ther and my 11 yr old and do it all in excruciating pain sometimes and usually 60 hrs a week.
THanks for listening