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One of these Mornings

"You will look for me
and I'll be gone

wont be there to hold
and you will look for me
and I'll be gone away

We'll be skipping on a river of light
with a balloon made of Stars
there wont be any sorry
there wont be any pain
I'll be in a better way
ill be in a brighter day

Don't look for for me
all you'll here is song
The Angels Dancing on the Pins
and needles of my life

I couldn't wait anymore
but i had to
I couldn't take it anymore
and shouldn't

The skys were no longer blue
the fields were dry and so was I
and to you, the idea of me was why

I walked away from us last night
a slip and whisper and a kiss goodnite
streetlamps and drizzle were my companions
as my shuttered steps
my stuttered words
uttered quiet
night

Dont look at me that way
in your mind a certain day
long ago and far away

I left you for the far horizon

You cant follow where i go
I wont ask of you the impossible
you cant follow where i go
cause if you did, i would know
I did this to you.

I'me dancing on a river of light
the stars in my hand
and a light in eyes
turned bright

For all of those who had to make a choice in life to love in pain or leave
For those who have to choose between those they love and their pain
Peace
William Garza
Spine-Health Mod
erator

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Comments

  • SmartiesSSmarties Posts: 6
    edited 06/13/2014 - 5:14 AM
    I read this... it hits home. My wife has decided to separate from me and for the last week I have been trying to convince her otherwise. I have reached the conclusion that at least for now, unless something changes her mind later, that she will move out. This morning, I had that idea to go on a trip with her and the kid for the weekend (to basically forget our problems before we get down to the nitty gritty part), to just have one last moment, to go out with a spark, so to speak. I'm not sure if she will accept my offer, which is 100% genuine...its not a ploy to get her back, its just that I want to have one last happy time together we both can remember, instead of how miserable we were.... anyhow, I appreciate your post, I also sit here at the same time with knot in my stomach and a lower pain in my back.
  • I'm so sorry. I met my husband just after my 21st birthday. Fast forward over 22 years & we've been through it all. I don't know if you guys have truly reached the end of your road together. If you have, parting with dignity & one last time of joy & togetherness is a beautiful idea. In your few posts here you have shown an eloquence, warm heart & compassion. Maybe a sincere letter expressing your feelings & intent to patch the fractured parts in hope, with time they can heal would be a good idea at this point. I'm a hapless optimist. I have to believe that an ember of true love can be fanned back to flame. I wish you all the best.
    Osteoarthritis & DDD.
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  • IamMonkeyDLuffyIIamMonkeyDLuffy Posts: 43
    edited 07/13/2014 - 11:44 PM
    Beautiful! It brings tears in my eyes while reading it. I remember something for every line I passed. Can'y find a word to describe it, Nice, I love it!
    "When do you think people die? When they are shot through the heart by the bullet of a pistol? No. When they are ravaged by an incurable disease? No. When they drink a soup made from a poisonous mushroom!? No! It’s when… they are forgotten."
  • Ime glad you could find some peace in those words, keep that chin up!
    William Garza
    Spine-Health Mod
    erator

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  • Ranchhand said:
    Ime glad you could find some peace in those words, keep that chin up!
    thanks man! :)
    "When do you think people die? When they are shot through the heart by the bullet of a pistol? No. When they are ravaged by an incurable disease? No. When they drink a soup made from a poisonous mushroom!? No! It’s when… they are forgotten."
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  • It really hits home with me. If only we could all have a last Huzzah!!
  • I agree Spiny-Malone. It makes me wonder what happened. It's been a couple of months. I like to imagine.....
    Osteoarthritis & DDD.
  • William GarzaWilliam Garza TexasPosts: 3,934
    edited 08/28/2014 - 10:51 PM
    sometimes it already happened and we missed it,
    or we wont ever get the chance..they are in a hurry out the door to what for them..'i
    is a greener pasture.

    let them go
    they were eating you up alive anyway

    where you come from
    where you going
    the choice is now back in your hands.

    the zephyrs have blown them away for a reason
    antiquated, we became
    even though we are evergreen

    they may disagree...

    time and tide will heal all the writing in the sand
    it was never for permanent placement anyway
    you cant build on sand what you want to last

    but, you can build with sand.
    let the mortar of memories ,cement forever the life you will build on a solid foundation.

    let the tides wash away the wrack and wreckage of the past

    a keepsake here and there will always be on the walls
    but that is all the significance they will have
    a touchstone to the past,

    look under your feet for the river of stars...they are still there
    reach up and touch the Angels hands above

    Lie your head to rest
    for there is enough of your life to make you sad
    there are enough colors in your life to break the bad
    dream enough for one..it is sufficient to the day
    live enough to let go.

    Peace
    William Garza
    Spine-Health Mod
    erator

    Welcome to Spine-Health

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