Anyone else feel like their entire life was just put "on hold"?
I'm trying to cope with my injury which is probably going to be repaired by surgery in February, or possibly sooner, if I can work something out with work.
After that, I know there is recovery time...and then a period of settling to see what kind of progress I make and what I will be able to do.
I KNOW I'll be able to swim. But for whatever reason, I just can't bear to purchase some of the swimming stuff I need, despite the good sales going on right now. We have plans for an epic distance swim that I was going to do even before the injury, but yet now I feel like I don't need that equipment and that I'm wasting money.
Part of me feels as if making plans will help me to feel more "alive" but I just keep hitting the "hold" button.