I posted earlier regarding my MRI report but I just need to get this off my chest.
i don't even have much energy anymore to talk about this so I'm gonna be brief with my explanation. I've been having severe chronic upper back and neck pain for years on and off. I've had trigger point injection multiple times (at times my trapezius muscle is severely inflammed) 4 years ago my pcp prescribed me Vicodin and I stayed on it for 4 years till basically for caught from another dr. In her practice when I went in for different pain. I'm glad it happened cause the Vicodin wasn't effective anymore and I was honest about that. She basically took me off cold turkey and just insists it's muscle spasms. Well the pain has continued to come in horrible flares and maybe they're worse now because I don't have any pain relief? But her and I got into it last week and she said I was being aggressive as o admit I was but I'm desperate for answers and for anything to lead me back to my everyday normal life. I have accepted my pain as part of my life to some degree but over the last two months this has become debilitating. She said to me I've gone down hill since she stppped the Vicodin and made me feel like all o wanted was narcotics now I'm not gonna lie some days when I can't be a wife or a mother I would like nothing more then to have a break from this and have the option to take something but that's. or gonna happen. I've tried so many muscle relaxers, tramaol and naproxen it doesn't help me at all. I had a mei a few days ago which I made her order and it showed a few cervical disk. Bulges one that has started narrowing and then I have two thoracic protusions.
i called her office for the results even though I picked them up myself and her nurse said everything looked ok one disk protusion in my neck may be causing the nerve pain and the thoracic looks great no findings explain my pain and to see the psyiatrist. I mean my thoracic spine showed protusions and said the degeneration was gotten worse. What is going on here? I am second guessing myself all the time now because of her and the burning aching pain in my neck and shoulders is not real I guess. My quality of life is diminishing before my eyes I'm 36 years old two children not over weight and my life is not enjoyable and it's just amusxle spasm that's been happening for 4 years. I am so not ok right now anyone