I had a hard time sleeping last night and woke up not feeling so great. Head hurt, neck hurt, and my back hurt. Had hubby try to rub out some of the knots in my back and it was excrutiating to say the least. It does feel better after he does this (he says the knots are HUGE.) I think I get them from my neck issues. My neck is so ridgid with stiff muscles and pain I think it causes the knots further down. Any ways, took the big kids to school. Came home and took the xmas tree down. Wasn"t really that big of a deal, but I am exhausted. Anxiety is getting bad. The little ones are a bit on the grouchy side and are crying a lot. My four year old just threw a hissy fit because we are out of Chef Boyarde and he wants it for lunch. Offered him everything else under the sun. But nothing will please him. We are financially strained (very strained) and I am having a hard time just trying to stay positive. Thanks for listening to my sobbing guys! Just knowing I can vent here and there are people who understand helps. I told myself this morning I wasn't going to sulk or be depressed. At this point I am hoping I can just fight off the tears.