Now I'm in a indescribable situation. I’m always the one that other come to when they are in bad shape. I always manage to pull them out of it. Now I find my self in a down ward spiral, everything is negative I don’t feel like doing anything, especially with others. I just want to be left alone. There is no one in my extended family I could vent to because they are all involved in my life and they would be negatively affected by my words. Am I just going through a temporally flame out period, or should I be checking in for a tune up. I used to have my own business, had the life most people dream of now i volunteer helping the elderly. Some days I think back and start to feel really sad. May be its because I feel so useless compared to what I used to be able to do. I always tell my self other which much greater disabilities get through the day I should shut up and be thank full for what I have. Any Ideas on how I get out of this toxic situation I’m in???