Hello everyone >:D< >:D< >:D< . I went to see a neuro for work comp for a 2nd opinion for the surgery, and he said that it is a go ahead. It is so strange now though. People are now questioning me if I really want to go through with it. It makes me question myself. :SS .
I am so afraid as many of you were/are that surgery will just make you worse. I want to just be able to feel better, like everyone else does. I am scared to death!!!! The last few nights have been very horrible for pain for me at night. I thought I was going to scream, was being stubborn not wanting to take pain meds ~X( .
I do take tramadol every day, 300 mg, but sometimes that isn't enough. I just hate to take the other pain meds that I have because they either make me feel drunk or sick :? . We have tried many different meds and I am very sensative to meds. I just can't win sometimes!
Well, I just wanted to let you all know that now I will be waiting on the surgeon to meet with me again. This is just a long long road that will never end?!