Just got back from the doctor he finally changed my meds!!!
Relief at last. I am already feeling my pain level go down and I just took it 20 minutes ago. I also talked to him about filing for disability and he will support my decision but he did ask me to think about it long and hard and if it is still what I want to do call him and he will start the paper work. I am struggling with that issue, one minute I thinks its time and the next I am saying to myself just work a few more days.
Maybe with the new meds work will be more bearable.
I think I will be able to sleep now that pain is under control
so I am off to bed and maybe tomorrow will be a better day.