Hi all. I've been wanting/not wanting to quit. With smoking so expensive now, I can't even really afford it, so I'm even starting to choose between what I really need and cigarettes. I hate to say it,but cigarettes keep winning! I tried Chantix and had some success with it a while back,ran out of Chantix, a family tragedy occurred and I went back to smoking. I became very despondent over it. Tried Chantix again a few months later and it had absolutely no effect. Anyway, I know I need to quit, but I just keep smoking. If anybody on this board prays, please pray for me that I won't be controlled by this horrible addiction.I've lost many family members to illnesses directly related to smoking. I feel like an idiot for still lighting up after all that.