:H :H I wrote last week about how frustrated i was with the horrible creepy squeezing feeling i was having in my back that was just driving me nuts, making me cry, i just couldn't find a way to mentally get over it, welllllll. VIVA WEEK 5!!!! SEEMS I HAVE TURNED A CORNER!!!! I wanted to share my good times and fortune with all of you with the hope that you will all have a good day today or at least very soon!!! My first week home was so horrible, just couldn't get comfortable, played musical beds every night (my poor, wonderfull husband moving my trapeze all over the house!!!). It has been such sloowww progress and i have cried so many times, I remember walking in my driveway just crying, nose running, my poor neighbor was afraid to leave me!! But things have slowly gotten better and week 5 seemed to be a turning point for me. I have stolen my sons bed, seems to be the best for me and for the last four nights i actually slept through my 2am pain meds. Wake up smiling!! Also, i found a way yesterday to sit up on my couch (with a million pillows for support) that doesn't hurt and this morning i had my cup of coffee in comfort with my husband watching the today show!!! And the creepy feeling seems to be going away, i don't know if i am just getting used to it or all the many short walks i do every day (plus my 1-2 mile walk on our trail 3 days a week) are helping. I still take the same amount of meds for pain, just don't feel like messing up a good thing, know what i mean!!! Anyway, thanks so much for being here everyday, i spend so much time reading all of you and praying for all of us!!! Have a good day!!
p.s. I am being very carefull about not overdoing it now that i am feeling so much better, i take it very easy and am very carefull about the BLT'S!! Just in case you were worried!!