I awoke this morning and that was my first thought. Two more days.
I'm hurting really badly today. Hip and buttock feel like someone is poking a prod into their core. I'm trying to think of what I need to be doing today. I got my hair cut because I know I won't feel like that for a while. I am scrubbing the bathrooms tomorrow. Putting satin sheets on tomorrow too. I want to utilize my time but my mind just is so preoccupied that I can't think of what I need to be doing.
Certainly a lami with epidural lipomatosis is not going to be anything close to the dbl.fusion from years ago. She said the lipomatosis needs to be sent off to pathology to make sure it's not something bad, to make sure it's just a fat pocket. She also mentioned putting in a few screws for stabilization. It's up in the air until she gets in and sees it with her own eyes.
It's rainy and grey today. Kind of matches my scared mood. What should I be doing. I'm wasting good time, I won't feel good for a little while after this and will wish I had done so much more. Maybe I'll go rearrange the linen closet!
Thanks for listening.