I have gone to my neuro on Thursday, We talked like we had the past few appointment I had with him. This time was differant. This time he had a vibe that just radiated from him that I could not ignore. All bloodwork, MRI's labs had come back and again not for the first time. He had a paper all filled out for me asked me how things were as usual told him something was happening because I was noticing more changes physically. He had a permanent disability form filled and signed for me. He told me there was Charcot Marie Tooth Neuropathy, Chronic severe back pain,severe disabling neurapathy and pain. As sure as he was about signing without hesitation he was kind and personal with me. I felt disgusted but he made it feel like I was going to get through it and he would be there for me. At least thats how I felt. My condition started at least I noticed around 2000-2001 somewhere there. It was an aweful car accident gave me back problems and dominoed from there. Have had several surgeries, laminectomies, and after the second one to no relief. Ive tried numerous meds therapies and doctors none have had any great success and now we know why. So i Just wanted to vent and say about about myself hope others come by that may be at this point and beyond and can give me some advice or some words that they to are and will be allright. Thank you all have a great rest of weekend.