To all my SH friends sorry i just stopped signing in. I have been threw alot since i was last here. It got to a point that I didn't want to talk or think of my issues. And yes i have had yet another surgery Dec 22nd so that makes it 11 in less than 4 years.
I have had a hard time dealing with the chronic pain and the daily acttivites. I was so bummed out when my new neck fusion didnt relieve much pain and i have such a long recovery from that. but i also noticed that It was not helping me not to talk about my condition and to know that I am not alone in my fight with chronic pain. So here I am again and ready to not be ashamed of what I can not control.