I was approached at work today and asked to go to HR for a meeting. I knew this day would come but I was hoping not this soon. Ive missed too much work due to Drs appointments. Once a month to the surgeon and once a month to pain management. I am put on notice that if i miss again I will be terminated. My pain management appointment is Thursday and I have to go or I will be without my meds. Deep down I know it is my time to file for disability as each day of work is he## for me. I feel so useless right now and well.... mad. I have worked hard for this job. Ive tried to make-up missed hours by working weekends and taking on extra jobs. I gave 110% hoping that would mean something, I would come in early or stay late whatever it took to make sure my work is current. On the other hand I am grateful that they have stood by me for as long as they have. 2 major surgeries in 8 months. Face it Im a liability to any company. No one else is going to hire me with all my issues. Im not mad at my employer I am mad about my issues and thinking why me! Im not trying to have a pity party I just feel so frustrated and useless right now.