so I broke my back 6 months ago (T12- L4 if anyone else knows what that means. nobody seems to..) in a car accident. I was in a coma for 3 weeks. They thought I would be paralyzed. luckily I'm not and i'm so thank full for that. But in general between the pain and the mental crap I can't take it any more.
So I have this nasty back brace. At first i thought it was causing most of the pain, 3 months ago they took the brace off. but I'm still in so much pain. I'm really afraid its never gonna get any better. but today was the last straw I had a check up with my doctor and he said my blood pressure is way to low and that I'm losing too much weight. I'll admit i have been losing weight but I got really pissed cause lately I've actually been to forcing myself to eat more then I really want to.
The main thing is I'm just depressed. I'm a 16 year old girl and I require a walker/cane to get around. I feel horrible my parents are swimming in medical bills. I feel like I'm just waiting for things to get even worse.
but that's enough complaining I know I'm not the only one with back problems someone has got to have some advice? any Intelligent advice is invited. thank you.