Hey guys, just needed to vent. Have had some hard days the last few. Pain wise and depression wise. Feeling lonely and isolated, I've only been out maybe two or three times since the surgery Nov 10. I have my hubby and son here at home, the hubs was just laid off (landscaping), and we just found out his unemployment went through, so that is a load off. But, still, with the holidays coming, I am just not feeling too jolly. The pain level is ok some times and really bad at others, especially my hip where they took the bone for the fusion. I guess it should all have been expected, but I am still bumming. Booooo.