As I posted before I will be having the pain pump trial tomorrow. Today has not started off good. I woke up in horrible pain. I am not allowed to take any meds from today forward until the trial is over. It is going to be a long day for me. I think maybe I should of taken a vacation day today. I have so much riding on this trial. I just want "me" back. I realize that this is not a magic cure all for what is wrong with me, I just am looking to be more comfortable. I am going forward with this pump trial without my family drs approval. He states he "doesnt think much of the pain pump". Yea well I gave him my opinion on that one. He doesnt have to live everyday in my body. getting a littlw nervous over here!