Missed the step again, The step is right outside my bedroom door. I did catch myself and landed on the heel of my foot. I think I have less feeling in the bottom of my feet. My primary care wants me to space out the vicodin 5/350 to 1 every 4 hours. I am now taking it 2 in the am and 2 in the pm to get any relief and it is not much.
I needed to do a few things around the house. My husband soaked his foot and I tried to clean it up. The abscess is all the way down to the bone. I am so scared he's going to lose his leg. He takes good care of me and I am not capable of taking care of him right now. God love him, he got up at 6:30 this morning to go to the food pantry.
Clearly we need to move into disabled housing and that could take a long time. Getting the bathroom fixed is going to be huge. I m looking into churches and youth groups to see what help is out there.
I have been through case management. I've had counselors assessing my situation and coming to the house. My insurance changed to Medicare. I have called every agency in the state of MA. I have their phone number and will call them back to see if I can reopen my case.
Going to call my Primary Care tomorrow for pain meds. I just don't know what to say that will make a difference. Once I sense her attitude, I get mad and have to try hard to control myself.
Going to lay down on my Sister's couch. Got to get out of here for a while.
Thank you for putting up with my complaining. I am not used to talking so much about me.