I am trying very hard not to freak out about surgery on Monday but I would be lying if I said I was calm. I am not nervous about the surgery I am nervous about what I will wake up to. I am so scared that my problems will be worse or not improved I guess I need to remember worrying really solves nothing. I went for post-op on wed. and looked at metal plates they will be putting in and the risks of what can go wrong but I am ok with all of that I just want my arm pain to go away. I have constant numbness now so I am looking forward to feeling my fingers again. I hope I am prepared the doc said I should be up and about 2-3 days post op. Lets pray that is true otherwise my poor Bird will starve since i will be alone!!!I went to market got a bunch of soft foods soup, pudding, yogurt in case my throat is really sore. I am scared!!