My bf and I are having severe depression issues. I am so depressed from this chronic pain from spinal issues and inability to work and contribute financially to the family, and he is dealing with working and finances and a nasty custody war. We are both borderline suicidal; the only thing that stops us is knowing it is a sin and we believe we will go to hell.
We both go to psychotherapy, both are on antidepressants, have tried revising meds to help, but we just can't seem to help ourselves, must less help each other out of this awful pit.
How can two people sooo depressed help each other out?? We are stuck living away from extended family due to his custody war, and due to my limited abilities, I can't get out much more than doctor appointments. In fact, I've cancelled soo many doctor appointments because I have been unable to move that day, so I miss other things like church, etc.
I also feel like church is not much help anymore because they are a bit "burnt out" from helping us through the winter...
Any advice on what to do is appreciated. Prayers are appreciated, too!
Thank you so much.