even the words are dark and forboding no?
First, lets get one thing clear here, for some of us there is no destination,
There is only an unfolding journey.
There will be no way out
No way to ever feel "good" again
No way to ever be a "normal" person, ever.again.
What YOU do have is,
A Heart to help you see
A mind to help you Reason
A soul to help you when you cant go on.
all these working together in accordance to their nature and in harmony may/will bring some balance into your journey.
if your angry, ask yourself why, what is the reason, what is the trigger?then, ask a fellow spiney, ask the hard questions, ask!
If your troubled, look for someone to confide yourself to, its ok
If your hurting, fight.
In my humble opnion, if your having trouble with yourself, the triad is out of balance.Youve let something outside affect you.
seek to learn yourself, there are depths yet to be plumbed, and pain yet to experience, and victory to achieve.
These are the cold hard facts of my life, and some of yours. Or will be for some of you.
But this wont "Be" your life, it wont be your existence, it wont and Cannot define who, what, and "when" you are(just because your less than able, a mislabel, your not disabled)...
( means that life has stopped here and forever), if you do then the fight is over,
This Beast doesnt make you stupid. It only re directs your attention fronm what needs to be done, (it comes at you sideways like).
This Beast will break your heart, if you want it to, if you let it...
It can Make
or Break you, your heart and faith...
If you let it.