i just read an article where a woman's husband shot her to death due to her chronic pain due to breast cancer. he was arrested but said it was not murder in his mind. my wife might shoot me but not due to my pain, it would be due to my irritating her with my flippant comments. but seriously, i have never gotten to the pint of thinking about killing myself due to my pain issues. it has never entered my brain at all. i like life too much to even contemplate suicide. this article was on the fox news web site today if you wish to read it.
I have 4 fusions from L5-3, the latest last May '12 where they fixed my disc that broke.They went through my side this time. I take 40 mg of oxycontin 4x a day and 4 fenatyl lollipops 300 micro gms 4x a day.