I have been reading many of your posts and I find it all so difficult and heartbreaking. Chronic pain affects every aspects of one's life.
I suffer from sciatic pain leg leg to lower back and it is very painful. I also have middle back pain which doctors say is due to bone loss and that there is not much that can be done for it. I also have severe depression that has not responded to any drugs of any kind for over three decades. The combination is the most difficult thing imaginable.
I try every day to just get through another 24 hours and pray that I will get sleep so that I can get some rest time in between.
Please be gentle with me as I am new and need you all. Thank you.