Newbie here! First and foremost, it is my pleasure to be part of this community or should I say Family! (Group hugs guys!) I’ve been a silent reader on this site for almost a week a now, there are so many wonderful topics/stories here that is why I decided to formally sign up to ask questions or share some information I know or just simply share my experience. I’m 21 years old by the way, and a true blooded alcoholic. I am addicted to it. I admit it, there is no doubt about this matter. I learn to drink at 15, now I completely attach to this addiction and can’t find a way to end this issue. I try almost any suggestions all the sites I stumbled upon, but no luck at all. Every time I try to not to drink; even in just one day, I go nuts and paranoid about so many things. I got involved in a car accident last year. Nearly killed me, but I survived somehow. But because of that collision, I endure a pain here in my left leg every once in a while. Last week, while enjoying a movie with a beer in hand, I suddenly feel a pain in my chest. It’s hard for me to breathe as well. I feel like dying that time. It scared the hell out of me. That’s why I decided to end this alcohol problem once and for all. If someone has the same situation like me, please, feel free to reply. I really need some help right now.
On the other hand, I’m so happy I found this site. See you all around guys.
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