I feel like I'm at the end of a tattered rope. I have been dealing with chronic pain for quite some time and have dealt with fairly well. I have probably gone through 10 surgeries the last 10 years. Cervical and lumbar surgeries were successful, however pain for lumbar was only diminished. Head and neck cancer, chemo, radiation left throat and mouth a wreck. I'm separated from my wife and son, narcotics leave me void. I do not feel whole and want find a better place. I have had severe pain return to shoulder blade straight through to chest, arm pain and interference with hand. I have had severe pain and this is the worst (maybe I just can't deal with it). I am just a wreck, it's really ridiculous
I have no idea what I'm doing posting here, but perhaps reaching out is a first step. Nothing truly ends the pain. I've been through it all, surgeries, testing, chemo drugs, radiation, narcotics, fusions, pins, rods. Have MRI set for Friday and I know my neck is fried. I can't sleep and honestly want what I can't seem to find, some peace.
Thanks for listening, I feel selfish for wasting your time as the only folks reading are in the same boat I guess. Well, I wish you Peace!
I am Paul and I am in Atlanta