Well I am back from vacation. We had a great time. It was just my husband, my son, and I. We went to pigeon forge, TN. I was really worried about how my back would hold up and if it would let me have a good time. It did. YEAH. Well it was good it was just us because we took several breaks and wasn't out along time. My son his 1.5 yrs old so you know how many times you have to stop. I was really worried about sleeping but it wasn't a problem at all. The cabin we stayed in had a great matress. WOW. My back still hurts though. I wish it would quit reminded me that it is still screwed up and needs fixed. Oh well
Well I have to go back to work on Monday. This will be my first full week back. I will only be working 4 hrs a day but still 3 days were hard 5 is going to be harder especially with the NS just stop refilling pain meds. He didn't give me any warning or any time to get another dr. I am going to have to work on that this week. He said now I have chronic pain and it isn't post op pain anymore. He is not willing to right meds for me because of this. THANKS FOR THE WARNING. I can't win for losing.
I just found out my sister is pregnant with her 2nd. I really upset me at first. I know I shouldn't be that way but we just spent alot of time talking about 2 months ago. I really told her my feeling about wanting another child but I was scared to think about having one because of my back. She made me out to be the bad person because I wanted a 2nd child. She told me blah blah blah about how her son is so much of her life and she has devoted so so much to him that she couldn't not have another baby. He is her life and she couldn't share it with another child. Call me crazy but she is so much about the attention I think she did this to hurt me.
Sorry the post is so long just alot of things I needed to get off my chest.