Well, the countdown has started. My surgery is in 2 days and I'm freaking out a little bit!! I keep hearing the waiting is the hardest part and I'm sure that's true. It's amazing what my imagination can come up with!
I'm also trying really hard to quit smoking. Does anyone know if cutting WAY down is better than nothing? I don't want to continue to beat myself up about it, if I don't have to. I've gone from 1-1.5 packs a day to 1-2 cigs a day. I feel like that is an accomplishment. I'm trying really hard to have zero, but fear is a tough competitor. I know after the surgery I won't be smoking at all and I'm staying smoke free for good.
Just really freaking out, I guess. Thanks for letting me vent!