I hurt myself in late January and had a microdiscectomy June 1st...it's been a constant struggle since then and I was Just wanting to kind of vent a little about how my recovery has been thus far. (I hope that's alright)
I am still in a great deal of pain and having a very hard time with standing, walking and sitting for prolonged time frames (longer than 45 minutes) and I have a very hard time driving myself places since most of my issues are in my right leg and foot. My right foot is always numb and I cannot move any of my toes very much, other than my big toe. This has been the case since before my l4/l5 micro d surgery. It started with weakness in my foot and toes and has become worse.
The amount of pain I am having was originally, and is still concerning to me. I am going on 8 weeks post op and I know everyone is different and heals at a different pace, but I just don't feel like I am getting better or progressing at all and it is effecting me a lot. I read so many stories of people hiking or walking 5 miles or being able to go back to work 2 weeks after a surgery and although I am so happy to hear of their improvements, it's bumming me out! Haha
All the leg pain is still there and worse than before surgery. At times I feel like maybe I should have opted for the injections rather than the surgery.
I recently made a move from Washington to Nevada and I addressed all these concerns with my Oregon neurosurgeon prior to my move and he didn't seem to be too bothered by any of it. Up until this point I had maybe been in the car for 30 minutes at max but was preparing for a 16+ hour car trip to Nevada. He said, "you'll be fine just stop and strench every once in a while." When asked, he would not refil any pain medication for me (narcotic or otherwise, not even just for the few days we were traveling) and instead told me that Advil or ibuprofen was enough. Let me make this abundantly clear, the over the counter Advil is absolutely, without a doubt, not enough.
The only time I am able to have any relief is when I am asleep and I am only able to get to bed with the assistance of ambien as my legs are restless and throbbing all night long. Thankfully he did agree to prescribe me 30 ambien, as sleeping had been proving so difficult previously.
I feel like my quality of life is deteriorating and that maybe my expectations were too high going into/coming out of this surgery, as I thought that I would feel normal/better right away. My state of mind is sad and depressed, just wanting to be able to do things like I once could. I am only 31 and this has been so hard on me, my fiancé and our relationship. I asked about the possibility of antidepressants and my doctor said, "he was not a psychiatrist and couldn't really do anything " and "that it probably wasn't the medicine I was on and maybe I had a history of depression" (really?) I am not sure if my feelings are from the medicine I am on (gabapentin, ambien) or if it's just from the situation itself or a mix of both, but I was a happy young lady before all this and Something is definitely up with my mood now.
I hurt myself at work so this whole thing is made more difficult by having to jump through additional hoops with workers comp. so it's not as easy as changing doctors because every change has to be accepted and approved first. Thankfully, since moving , I have a new doctor (ortho) that I am seeing on the 30th for the first time and I am also scheduled to start physical therapy so I am hopeful things will get better.
I would love to hear from others about their achievements as well as their hardships and struggles going through the same or similar situations.