It started in 1995 when I was struck by lightning for the third time. I was diagnosed later with severe post traumatic fibromyalgia aggravated by the lightning strike. I worked as a lineman climbing power poles as the cable guy. I have always got better anytime I was hurt - well this time it was not the case. I went from doctor to doctor from therapy to therapy for 3 years. I ended up in a top ranked physical therapy in-house clinic where they controlled my diet, tried to teach me to meditate, biofeedback, massage therapy, hot rocks and tried to get me to remove myself with my mind from my body and tried relaxation exercises. When I thought I had done everything I thought was possible and they come out with a cranial release session pretty much was all I could take, then I was like, you have to find a doctor that will give me the right medications, which ended up being five loracet, two milligrams xanax to sleep, zanaflex for muscle relaxers and dilaudid 2 milligram 3 times a day for breakthrough. Now, 25 years later I've lost my doctor, still 100% disabled, no one will treat me and the ones that will, are doctors with $1,400 suits, no white jackets or stethoscopes. The patients at the doctors office for pain management are standing room only and everybody looks at everybody.( Does anybody care why am I here) They know they are here to pee in a cup every month and now they're asking us for DNA swabs. They said it's a new procedure to see if my medication is useful to my body or if medication needs to be changed. As of now I've gone through hell - I get only 3 percocets, no break thru, & one third of my xanax. So I'm constantly in pain 24/7 again -does anybody care?? Just went through back surgery so now I have rods screws and two fusions in my lower back, and my medication has not changed this was another problem .I hurt my back on top of my disability and this doctor thinks the medicine I was taking for the last 25 years is a catch-all for anything else that happens to me the rest of my life. Help somebody explain this to me, does anybody care??