Well I am back to work now. I am almost back to full time. I am working 6 hrs a day 5days a week. I only have 1 more week left of 6 hrs and then up to full time. This week was my first week of 6 hr days and I feel horrible. My back has hurt me everynight. I can't get comfortable to sleep and I have to get up early. I don't know if its all work though because I have had one sick little boy that wants momma to hold him all the time. I don't know what to do. Is work flaring me up the bad? I just want things to be better. I want life like the way it was before. I want to work and come home and still be able to play with my child. I am so tired and hurting so bad somedays I would love just to crawl in the bed when I got home but I can't I have no help. I don't go back to the neuro until the 4th of aug. He isn't going to do anything for me anyways because I am "chronic pain" now. I guess I am just a little depressed.