After trying for months trying to stay positive & complain little I am just about ready to lose it.
My ALIF / decompression whatever surgery is in 2 days, and I am trying to get prepared for surgery (mentally & literally) and it seems my family adding as much stress as they can right now.
My 20 yr old daughter is planning to marry her BF in my living room 9 days post op (NOT happy about my daughter getting married while I am recovering!), my 18 yr old daughter has just called me & is at a car dealership trying to buy a car & wants us to sign over the title..blah, blah, blah...and my husband can't figure out why I want him to help clean the house & help me get ready for our family Christmas tonight (since I will be in the hospital on Christmas)
I feel like putting out a bowl of Doritos & calling it a party tonight - forgetting about all the special touches I normally do and letting them all celebrate in a cluttered, undusted, unswept house.
Okay, I am rambling but I am about to throw in the towel. I am soooo nervous about surgery on MOnday but can't wait to be knocked out & let everyone do their thing.