I am bloody miserable! I am sitting at work almost in tears... I wish I could go home and painkiller myself up. I am so depressed I could sleep for a week. My surgery is scheduled for 5/19. I go for my pre-op checkup on Tuesday with my PCP. Is this depression normal? I am already on Prozac for it... I have so much to do to get ready for the surgery. I have to cook meals for the freezer, re-arrange my bathroom to make room for a walker and the raised seat, get everything at waist level and clean the house one last time. I dont have the will or energy to do any of it! I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. My hubby is great, but I can't expect him to do it all. Thats all I need is him stressed out even more than he already is. Its bad enough we have turned into roomates over all of this instead of husband and wife. We exist together.. that is about it. Damn my genetics.