Hi. My name is Mary Jane otherwise known as MJ,
I had L5S1 surgery 2011 and my pain is constant. I am consumed with seeking relief from this from the time I wake up til I go to sleep and even dream of finding more pain killers or having another surgery in my sleep. I don't know how to live with this.
I. Have radiating pain in my lower back through my tail bone. I would saw it feels like I'm holding 80 to 100lbs endlessly, feeling the stain of the weight. My legs cramp. Sometimes I have foot heel pain where it's like I've stepped on a nail.
I take 100mg of oxycodone. My fiancé lawyer surgeon are questioning my pain and refuse to increase the dose. When I take 30mg every 3 hours I can escape the pain. But I'm only allowed 20mg every 4. This barely touches the pain. I hold back on taking the medicine so I can take 30 or 40mg at a time so I can relax.
I can't live this way. Any ideas?